"For a Friend..."

 

One moment of indiscretion
  
a desire to be touched
  
to feel beautiful inside and out

What felt so right
 
now tears apart
 
at my heart and mind

I knew where you stood
 
even as I fell to my temptation
 
and let you pass through my walls

I knew what you told me
 
and I let myself believe you
 
for I had no reason to not

Was there truth at all in what we shared
 
or just a story-
 
a conquest to you

Was it all just a game
 
the words that were spoken
 
the time that we spent

Now all but gone
 
what seemed a blooming friendship
 
tossed away to the wind

I will never go back
 
on the words I spoke that night
 
how I felt was true, and I do not regret

But will I ever learn to forgive
 
if all I felt from you
 
was nothing more but lies.