I've have never been able to control
the will of my heart
Through joy and folly
it has taken me

And though I have tried my best
to hide it's truth
My heart has always betrayed me
and shown through the facade

As it has again, for here I sit
putting emotions to paper to release them
It probably would have been better
to stay silent to you, but I could not

So where does this leave us?
I know how I would wish it to be
but I also know that cannot be

Not now- and I accept that

But I cannot help but consider
what ifs and maybes

I'm sure I rest alone on this cloud
in a different sky than yours
though clouds can drift together

Maybe someday...

But still I cannot stop
what I already feel for you